*Sigh*

Sigh. Sometimes life is just so fucking depressing. Ever have one of those day where nothing seems to go right?? I think some people must be destined to a lifetime full of them. I swear, I'm one of the most unlucky people to have ever walked the planet. But enough about all this negative shit. Don't want to be a debbie downer ;)

Today the book I ordered on Amazon finally came!!! It's Paper Towns by John Green. Not usually the genre book I read, but Looking For Alaska was amazing and I just had to buy more of his stuff. He has such great insights into life and especially the teenage mind. I'd definitely recommend checking him out.

School was dull as usual today. My boring world religions teacher made us listen to this GOD AWFUL philosophical debate that was wwaayy over my head. oh well. Here's to hoping I get lucky and guess all the right answers on the quiz tomorrow!! ...........who am i kidding??

Anyhoozle, no big news on the diet front. I woke up this morning at 6:54 and my bus comes at 7:00. It was nerve wracking to say the least, but I managed to move faster than I thought my 160 pound bod was capable of and catch the bus ;) So all that's to say that I didn't even have time to think about eating this morning. Weird thing is, I wasn't even hungry. The whole morning I felt fine until about 11:30. Then my stomach started growling like crazy and it was all I could do not to eat something fatty and delicious. But I resisted and now I feel really good about myself. I drank a ton of water. Trying to stay hydrated to ease the headaches and stuff. If I get dehydrated then I have to go the hospital and that would SUCK ASS. So I think the water guzzling is a definite keeper ;)

Got home from school, went to my piano lesson (which I was completely unprepared for). Managed to get through Chopin with my pounding headache and come home. Thankfully my dad is at a board meeting so I'm not forced to sit through a horrid family dinner. Not only are they boring as all hell but I have to eat all the calorie filled shit that is served or my parents start asking questions. Can't wait till I turn 18. (Just 4 months minus 1 day!!)

It's 8:30 now and I just finished my homework so I'll prolly go get a snack and do some exercises. Then bed. Can't help but feel drained and exhausted these days. No such thing as too much sleep ;)